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Silence shattered, sight unseen
Time flows by unheeded
And when the world turns backwards
Things are never what they seem
So maybe it's turning the wrong way
Night stretching to infinity
Mirrors can always lie
Shadows dance when no one's watching
And dreams can live and die
When one can tell the difference
From a whisper and a scream
The truth behind the silence revealed
Save a prayer for tomorrow
For those sure to wake again
And for those who don't
Their souls be spared
From the eclipse of reality distorted
Nagdilim ang langit, lumamig ang ihip ng hangin
Bagyong nagbabadya na hindi ko pinansin
At di nagtagal, umulan din ng tuluyan
Kasabay nito'y pagbuhos ng alaala na hindi mapigilan
Sa ulap nakikita ko ang nakaraan
Mga castilyo sa langit ng aking kamusmusan
Mga pangarap ng puso na nais balikan
Mga bagay na kailanma'y di kayang kalimutan
At dahil umuulan ako'y napaisip
Kailan ba ang huling beses na ako'y nanaginip?
Too Much To Ask
Is it too much to ask for a life that can never go wrong?
Perhaps yes it is... Because perfection isn't perfect.
And eventually one gets tired of feeling too normal.
It's also too much to ask for a break...
Life goes on, it stops for no one
What's the use of worrying about what might have been?
It's over and done... There is no rewind!
Is it too much to ask for some comfort at the end of the day?
Maybe. Depends on what comfort means...
There is comfort in sleep, there is comfort in death...
There is comfort in the fact that maybe tomorrow wouldn't be like today.
It's too much to ask to be patient...
Waiting implies expectation, expectations can lead to disappointments.
But that's how the story goes. It cannot have two endings.
It will be either happy or sad...
Otherwise, it just goes on and on and on... A vicious cycle.
Because it is too much to ask to be free.
Your freedom begins only when it ends for someone else...
Can you handle the responsibility of being completely on your own?
Yet another weird day... Just like any other.
Oh well, such is life. And when you thrive in irony and cynicism, it's no wonder that your thoughts turn towards... let's face it, the duller side of life. Yet the comedy of errors prevail. You laugh, with just a hint of a sneer because it's funny in a rather pathetic way. It being anything that got your attention for the moment. A distraction. Something to divert your attention from focusing on the monotony of existence. After a really crappy day, anything can be funny. Like the way a pencil breaks just when you were in the middle of writing a sentence. Oh yes, anything can really be funny.
And weirdness, in all its strange glory, becomes perfectly normal...
Life is a joke. A joke by the cosmos made at your expense. Truth be told, you're just one of the many poor suckers turned into actors for some outrageous play. That's it. A show, just a show. So you might as well make the most out of the performance. Play the part till the end and laug
Logged 15:25 p.m.
It's a gloomy afternoon. By all accounts, I should be asleep. But I'm not. I'm wide awake with the nagging urge to write something, anything that pops up in my messed up mind. I need a drink. Maybe that bottle of strawberry wine in the fridge would do the trick...
Ah yes. Just what I needed. A little perk to provoke my ramblings.
The past few days have gone by like a strange movie. I was watching it while acting in it at the same time. They were surreal. From moments of hilarious insanity to quiet joy to absolute meloncholy. Things happens so fast and so slow... In the end I didn't get to say what I should have. But past is past and there's still tomorrow, at least I hope so anyway. I wanted to write about what I've been thinking and feeling since the other night. But when you come face to face with the truth, you usually end up speechless. That's what happened to me. Again and again and again...
I'm about to reach a perfect circle yet again. How long has it been? How
Ode to No One
Here's to you, though I don't know who you are
Smile at me like a friend and take a bow
This is your night, your day, your life
Passing before your eyes in a flash
Can you see where you're going?
I can and I'm not even looking
Have a drink, it's on me
My treat for once and never again
Like that dream you once had
The one you can never remember
Everytime you wake up in a daze
Do you know who I am?
I don't but it doesn't matter to anyone
Cheers to you and the years to come
If you'll live anymore from today
But hey, age doesn't matter
Nobody lives forever
We'll laugh, we'll cry
We live, we die...
And we'll still be none the wiser
Will you still be smiling in the end?
Maybe but I won't bother to see it
So many things I wanted to do
So many things I wanted to say
If I just wasn't too tired
I would've just stayed
But we all have a limit
And we both have time to keep
Maybe it wasn't time yet
And I needed to get some sleep
All the while I'll be thinking
This will haunt me in my dreams
To wake up eventually
Because someday I'll know
In the end I'm still wondering
If I could ever let you go...
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